When someone

The least equipped or able or even interested or stable IS HAVING ANOTHER KID… And you are sitting here educated, prepared, and consoling yourself with carbs because again it isnt you. OTHER people can honestly say that they have ovulated more than twice (hey I was told that chemical pregnancy/early miscarriage was a good sign […]

HAHA – insomnia help edition

“Distract yourself with meaningless mental lists.” EXCEPT THAT IS WHAT MY ENTIRE LIFE IS CONSUMED WITH>>>>>> LISTS OF LISTS OF LISTS —- till I am so overwhelmed that none of them get done, except making lists to find other lists.    http://www.cnn.com/2017/05/15/health/sleep-expert-tips-partner/index.html

Jewelry, Grief, Self Anguish, and Living Again.

Ok, now if you don’t know me well you need to start out with some basic facts of my life. My life has bursts of tragic episodes. I get asked when I need bereavement days, again, if I am serious. My life went along fabulous. Great grades, great family, great health, great success. Perfect. It […]

Things have been thumbs down lately.

I put off getting adjustments of medication I need to live and function so now I am dealing with the repercussions of my life choices. Basically, didn’t want to deal with any sudden side effects and missing work. Again. Now I am stick for the umpeenth time. Not related to the other issues, but not making […]

Jumping straight on into it all…again.

Well the big cooking plan failed, BUT it totally wasn’t all my fault. I managed to catch all the various illnesses going around where I work. It was a rough couple of weeks. I did make a bland tomato vegetable soup in the slow cooker. It was healthy. It was bland. It was what I […]

Been awhile

So obviously in the falling into despair my life has been swirling into, this blog fell into another hiatus. No longer goals of structure and order. Right now just treading water and holding onto the life ring. Because, man it sucks, none of us get the life do-over we want. Hell, sometimes I think I […]